Her feelings

She is waiting for you.
She gives her full time.
She's busy, but still she replied your text.
She asks you to stay.
She gives all of her attention.
She smiles over the pain you give.
She hugs you with her feelings.
She stares at you with her feelings.
She watches you when you sleep.
She kisses you when you don't wake up.
She's looking at you during your tournament.
She's praying for you.
She thinks of you even she's with her friends.
She's proud of you.
She tells the good stories about you.
She laughs at your not funny jokes.
She says thanks to everything you did for her.
She says sorry whenever she makes a mistake.
She chooses to spend a day with you instead of spending a day with her bestfriends.
She always holds her phone cause she's waiting a text/a call from him.
She comes to your house to have a quality time with you.
She's dreaming about her future's gonna be with you.
She's still waiting on your free time when her bestfriends tell her to leave him.
She's still waiting..

What did she get?


He's not waiting for her.
He gives her no time for her.
He's busy and doesn't want to reply her text.
He won't ask her to stay.
He's still asking what did happen to her when she already gave the reasons.
He doesn't get hurt.
He hugs her just to make his girl happy.
He stares at her and laughs at the other seconds.
He watches tv/handphone when she sleeps.
He tickles to wake her up.
He doesn't see her during his tournament, even though she says good luck everytime your head turns into her.
He prays for himself.
He won't care about his girl everytime he's with his bestfriends.
He says the harsh words when she gets the bad score.
He tweets the bad things about her.
He looks at phone's screen everytime she laughs.
He doesn't say thanks.
He insists he's not making a mistake when he truly does instead of saying sorry and hurting her feelings, making her cry. But still, you stay awesome and legendary..
He asks his friends to hang out instead of his girl.
He holds the phone whenever he's with her and leaves the phone whenever she's not around.
He doesn't pay attention, he cares about his friends.
He's dreaming about what his shoes are gonna be.
He's leaving her whenever his friends tell him he should be.
He's leaving..

She doesn't deserve you, you know? But she still thinks about the greatest things when she tries harder, and holds on more. Even though she gets nothing but hurt, she just tries hader and harder.. thinks that she can through this and everything is going to be okay and normal. Man, everything's not going to be okay when she tries alone, and holds on alone. What she has been doing until she holds on this long just because she's used to the pain you give.

Believe it or not, when she leaves because she's tired of pretending she's okay or even tired of saying it's going to be okay and everything's working out or even she finally meets a man who's gonna put her first instead of all and you read this, your tears would be unstoppable, and you pass this blog to your friends, and your friends are just like "Congratulation, man you just lost the best girl you would never have again" and you want to kick 'em because you're putting their first instead of her.

Whenever men read this, I just hope you would say sorry to your girl and try to hold on together. Don't let her to be alone during her worst moments. Saying sorry for what you've done and hugging her or even spending a day with her would be recover at least a tiny of them.

Just don't be the man who lost her if you have one of this girl type. Just don't be.

:) ..Happy Sunday.. :)


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